A Reflection on the Past Year and Looking Ahead to the New Year

Welcome to my reflection for the year 2016.  I started doing a yearly reflection several years ago after seeing a post by Tsh from the art of simple blog.  Every year she posts a list of questions to reflect on your life from the past year, and I found that to be an amazing practice to really understand what I had accomplished throughout the year.

I think that I am the epitome of cliche when I say that the year has gone by so fast, but that is exactly what it feels like to me. 

To take the time to reflect on the year allows me to see that the year was full of amazing experiences, and it wasn’t all a harried and frantic race, which is often how I feel – see my 31 Days of Overcoming Overwhelm posts.

It has been an amazing year. 

I think the biggest thing that has happened is the growth of my children and the growth of my blog (also like a child).  But, with those two things always seeming to vie for my attention, I struggled…a lot.

Trying to do it all burned me more than once this year.  I couldn’t seem to figure out why I couldn’t do it all.  I love homeschooling my kids, I love writing, I love being with my family all the time, but I wasn’t able to successfully do all the things in the ways that I was trying to.

I would try to start my days early, but be thwarted by a teething toddler, or I would try to give the kids individual work they could do on their own while I tried to answer blog comments, or take pictures, only to be interrupted multiple times.  It was frustrating.  I couldn’t seem to balance it.  I felt like I had thrown all the balls up in the air, and they all came flying back down at me, pelting me in the head.  Not a great feeling.

I shifted things around so that I had more dedicated school time with the kids, and then would work on my blog when they were done.  But, instead of just working on my blog, I would also be taking care of the plethora of household maintenance items that need to be done daily, not to mention cooking, and hoping the children would be wearing somewhat clean clothes.

My kids often reminded me of how I never have time to play with them.  Now, I am not so good at playing to begin with.  My kids make up the most elaborate pretend play games with their stuffed animals, or my little ponies, or transformers rescue bots; and honestly I can’t seem to keep up with the rule changes!  My sweet spot is definitely in the cuddling on the couch reading a book with my kiddos, so we started to do more of that.

Being present with the kids, instead of just being in the same room but occupied with another task.

I started to let the kids help me more with dinner, and with the chores.  Instead of trying to rush through and get everything done, I took a step back, slowed down, and allowed them to help and spend time with me – which is all they really wanted anyways.

Because of this, I put the brakes on my blog for a bit.  I didn’t post over Thanksgiving week, even though I had some amazing recipes that I wanted to share.  I didn’t do vlogmas, even though one of my goals is to try and start vlogging more (if only for the memories for my children in the future).  I didn’t post the many posts I had originally planned in December.

But, you know what?  That is totally OK.

Blogging has been a constant part of my life since 2006 (at personal blogs before Townsend House), posting through all types of life changes.  Essentially an online diary of my life, at some point it became a way for me to earn money for my family, and that income caused me to feel like the blog was an obligation.  Yet, at the same time, I still wanted to share, I still wanted that open dialogue with you, my readers, to share my struggles, my realities, the way that I move forward.

I still feel the need to write regularly, but trying to make sure every post has a Pinterest image, that I tweet about it, and share it on Facebook even though no one actually sees my posts on Facebook, well it wasn’t as fun, and I need it to be fun.

Thinking back over this past year and all the successes that I have had professionally, personally, with my family; I am happy about it all.  But, I know that I need to make some changes, and that is why I love these reflections, it gives me clarity.

I need clarity.

I need to be able to look back at what I did, why and how it was successful; and also to see if it was successful in all aspects of my life, not just one.

I don’t want my blog to be successful at the expense of my family.  I also don’t want to give everything that I have to raising my family and lose myself in the process.

Giving, encouraging, teaching, uplifting, engaging, raising my children is such an important job, but it isn’t my only job.

I want my kids to see my passion.  I want them to see me work so hard to accomplish my goals.  I want this because I want it for them.  I want them to see me challenge myself to learn new things, constantly growing and evolving.

But, I also need them to see me loving on them, and taking a break from screens, and watching a movie with them just because, rather than putting a movie on so I can get more work or cleaning or cooking done.

Over this past year I have seen the kids grow tremendously.  Emma and Jack are so involved with technology, learning to code using scratch, making stop motion videos, and vlogging daily (even though those vlogs haven't made it to the upload stage yet). 

I see Emma’s desire to write a novel.  I see her writing to agents to see if she can be taken on and get her novel published, and see her receiving the most amazing letter from an agent telling her to keep reaching for her goals to get published.

I see Jack displaying the most patience I have ever seen from any 6 year old to sit and move his little figures around his “set” while he takes hundreds of pictures to make his stop motion movies.  I see him spend time finding just the right music, adding his own special voices, and wonder where the heck that creativity came from (Matt, it came from Matt), and I am amazed at how bright he is, and how much potential he has for the future.

And I see Lucy, a crazy crazy little girl, definitely a third child, with no fear, and a fierce love for her older siblings with an innate need to keep up with them.

This year has been amazing; full of development for all of us, but also full of challenges.

I am so looking forward to what is in store for 2017, and can’t wait to share some of those thoughts with you!

What was your favorite memory of 2016?


  1. I love what you wrote about being present with the kids instead of just being in the same room. This is one of my goals for 2017-to be more present! Happy New Year!

  2. Your family is so precious. I hope you can find the right balance. Don't worry about doing everything that "they" say you need to do, find what works for you and just do it well. Wishing you a wonderful 2017.

  3. I'm amazed that anyone can manage to blog when they have littles! When i babysit my newest grandbaby, I can't seem to get anything accomplished. I think you're doing a great job...I've enjoyed getting to know your family through your blog.

  4. A lovely post. I'm so happy you had a lovely year and I hope this next one brings you even more joy!

  5. That's cool your kids do vblogging and coding!! Maybe you can get them to help you with your blog stuff so then your not getting interrupted and they are also learning how to use like ur camera if they don't already know how to (: good luck and keep up the blogging even if it's 10 minutes a day!!!

  6. Lovely family, it's great that you had an amazing year. Wishing you a healthy and happy 2017 !

  7. Your girls are so adorable! I agree that finding balance is the key to blogging and being a present mom. Very good point.

  8. I have felt a lot of the same pains this year myself. There is no way to do it all. I don't wan't to sacrifice my family for my blog. I also don't want to give up the blog. I have just found that I have to get more done while the kids are sleeping and to find ways to reduce the amount of time I need to dedicate to blogging.

  9. Oh it's hard to find balance isn't it! I had the same problem this year. So much to do. The blog took a back seat and I really missed it. I agree with your point on being present, rather then being in the room but doing something else.

  10. Wonderful post and your photos are adorable! Best wishes to you and your family for the New Year.

  11. I love that you included photos of your family! So cute. It can often be hard to find balance, but time management is key. You seem like you're doing a great job at keeping your priorities straight. Happy New Year! I hope 2017 is good to you.

  12. I think its so difficult to balance all the things in life that need to be done, and things you want to get done. As someone who works full time as a teacher, I can find the balance difficult too. I want to blog as much as possible but this can be hard. I'm hoping to start a family soon so that is another thing thrown into the mix, but I'm sure it'll all work out. All the best for 2017!

  13. It's definitely a struggle to juggle all roles. I'm glad that 2016 was a good year for you. Hopefully, this year will be even better.


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